I WENT TO HELL AND BACK FOR ONLY .00 BUCKS!!! Took Paxil and now im suffering. Awful medication. Be careful. This is what happens once you stop it. Cut me some slack, i know im talking weird, and rambling, but this is the real thing.. and it sucks! A minor correction: that was a Lincoln Zephyr that i kicked.. i know that i was at fault by doing that! Its just that all the emotions, having to go to work unwillingly, and constant stress all this combined with Paxil withdrawals led me to do something i never thought i would ever in my life do.
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masterpsychosis says:
January 15, 2012 at 7:29 PM (UTC 0)
@brixxx510 ok, lol and this is coming from someone that made a comment on a video about doing meth and telling how it makes you see things after using it lol.. sigh.. ok, you try paxil for three months straight on (its cheaper than meth) then after 90 days stop the medicine cold turkey and see how you man up to that..youll definantly say “oh.. 0_o!
brixxx510 says:
January 15, 2012 at 8:22 PM (UTC 0)
man up u fucking pussy
masterpsychosis says:
January 15, 2012 at 8:56 PM (UTC 0)
@pipesrussell and this is why i made the video. your welcome.. hope its not too late!! 0_o
pipesrussell says:
January 15, 2012 at 9:27 PM (UTC 0)
Christ! Thanks for the warning, take care man.
masterpsychosis says:
January 15, 2012 at 10:02 PM (UTC 0)
@edmora80 the whole “shocker” about this whole nasty exprience was that i never had one ounce of rage until i got introduced to my anti-depressant! The doctor prescribed it to me to relax my worries that kept me from sleeping all night.. i have horrible insomnia.. nyquil doesnt even make me 1% drowsy to use as an example. So i never really took medicine because of angry issues or similar things.. so this pill brought out another me i knew never existed.. like Dr. Jykll and HYde..im happy now.
edmora80 says:
January 15, 2012 at 10:07 PM (UTC 0)
@masterpsychosis I can sit here and bash Paxil but it has helped me, it does have it setbacks but whats the other option, get atmitted to the psycward, kill someone or kill myself. Now I’m not saying I’m any of these catagories but it starts some where, You’re to deppressed or to angry and it builds up until boom and theres’s no going back after boom.
edmora80 says:
January 15, 2012 at 10:28 PM (UTC 0)
@INFJman 10 years on Paxil, you must be on your death bed.
masterpsychosis says:
January 15, 2012 at 10:40 PM (UTC 0)
@MsCociana thank you.. yeah like I have said I wouldn’t wish this on my own enemy .. ugh..
INFJman says:
January 15, 2012 at 11:27 PM (UTC 0)
@BellaMissAlix – Well effexor is an SNRI so I would think that withdrawl would be harder because of both (serotonin & norepinephrine) as were paxil is an SSRI just (serotonin). If your on 300 effex. not still don’t feel good I’d talk with your doctor. The problem with effex. is that you can’t adjust either compond. You might need more or less of either medication (prob. need more serotonin). Paxil works for me it may work for you we’re all different.
BellaMissAlix says:
January 16, 2012 at 12:20 AM (UTC 0)
@INFJman are effexor withdrawal symptoms harder than paxil? i do feel like effexor is the devil because i cant get off it if i want to have children i have to be effexor clean for ONE YEAR and i cant even get off it for one day i see so many people talk about paxil is it worse than effexor have you tried both? because im on 300mg and still not happy apart from withdrawals paxil seems to be making people’s lives better whilst theyre on them?
MsCociana says:
January 16, 2012 at 12:43 AM (UTC 0)
OMG i understand i knew vertigo had something to do with Paxil withdrawal IM in tears cause i understand.
MsCociana says:
January 16, 2012 at 12:49 AM (UTC 0)
I UNDERSTAND.
masterpsychosis says:
January 16, 2012 at 1:22 AM (UTC 0)
@INFJman Well im glad it didnt hit you hard.. i couldnt imagine effexor.. then again brain chemistry is unique in all of us.. evidently it was bad enough i had to sit and make this 10 minute video..from what i still remember i would give a months pay not to feel that again lol..
INFJman says:
January 16, 2012 at 2:04 AM (UTC 0)
What c’mon really I’ve gone off paxil a half dozen times mind zaps the whole bit, but I’ve never gone into fits of rage.. wow. I’ve been of paxil for 10 years ! Try effexor withdrawl symptoms !
morby420 says:
January 16, 2012 at 2:28 AM (UTC 0)
@Lshisnit i was lucky enough. i didnt have to take any.. Before i stopped, i told all my friends and family. Just in case i did start to feel really bad.. i guess i was one of the lucky ones.. I really do hope, you beat this.. Good luck my friend..
morby420 says:
January 16, 2012 at 2:41 AM (UTC 0)
@LShiznit Hi,, it’s been now alil over 2 weeks.. I am pretty good.. I feel nothing whatsoever now.. this might seem weird to some, but what really helped me ALOT was music… I would get abit emotional but not that much, hardly any headaches.. i just kept telling myself that i am strong and nothing would control me… was very positive.. .. when i was around the first week and weaned off cold turkey, i always had some paxil with me, just in case i started to feel like i coudnt
LShiznit says:
January 16, 2012 at 3:20 AM (UTC 0)
@morby420 Hey I’m on exactly the same page. I been ~8 days off and I feel like I can take it but… i don’t know if this can get worse.
masterpsychosis says:
January 16, 2012 at 4:00 AM (UTC 0)
@morby420 wow.. cold turkey after 4 months.. your lucky.. this drug was not for me and it seemed like it didnt like me either..
morby420 says:
January 16, 2012 at 4:36 AM (UTC 0)
i was on it for 4 months, 40 mg a day.. I stopped cold turkey.. Been off if for 8 days now… So far the withdrawals are not that bad.. I can handle it.. So far..
maximumrule says:
January 16, 2012 at 5:33 AM (UTC 0)
I’ll keep you in my prayers friend. May God bless you and yours.
masterpsychosis says:
January 16, 2012 at 6:31 AM (UTC 0)
@yodafannie yeah, recently found out going to the emergency room would have helped.. i just didnt know the consequences.. also the fact that this all happened around the time when everyhthing was shut down for Christmas.. i now make sure i have enough medicine between December 20th till the 5th of January.
yodafannie says:
January 16, 2012 at 6:33 AM (UTC 0)
If you know your going to run out of pills and can’t get to a doctor go to a clinic or need be emergency you just can’t stop any kind of mess. Anti anxiety or anti depressants you hav to wean yourself off slowly. And there is nothing wrong with taking them!
masterpsychosis says:
January 16, 2012 at 7:29 AM (UTC 0)
@mannysaurus19 you where lucky indeed.. cuz it would have lasted another 4-6 days of hell if your mom didnt work at the Dr office.. lucky indeed..
mannysaurus19 says:
January 16, 2012 at 8:06 AM (UTC 0)
I know exactly how you felt. I was prescribed Paxil 20mg during my teens years and had to abruptly stop taking them because my mom lost her insurance coverage. I went through 3 days of HELL; mind zaps, body shocks, vertigo, nausea – you name it. Luckily for me my mother at the time was working as an administrator at a doctor’s office, so she was able bring home Paxil sample pack which I used to taper myself from this horrid, HORRID drug.
unholyimage says:
January 16, 2012 at 8:44 AM (UTC 0)
Yes, I know exactly how you feel. I get it from others like lexapro and zoloft. The idea is to let your doctor know what he did to you. Also, if you get stuck with few pills again, instantly cut down to about a quarter to stretch out your dose as long as possible. What was your dosage initially, if I may ask.