DISCLAIMER THIS SITE IS NOT INTENDED FOR MEDICAL ADVISE. Hi people, I wanted to warn anyone who wonders wether to take antidepressants or not. I wanted to tell you not to do it because it can cause you permanent brain damage. This is not the full video which I made , Its only a part of it but in it I axplain what antidepressants did to me. I did a terrible mistake taking an SSRI called Citalopram and it did dmage to my brain. Befor taking the drug I was an A student and was very motivated to do my work, I had dreams and plans for the future, I also felt love ( the most wonderful feeling that makes you sad sometimes but inspires you), I could experiance the world like every huma being. I lost all of these things the love for my work , the love for the boy which inspired me, I lost my feelings for everything that is precious to me , I died for the world. I feel like Im not 20 anymore, Im not the happy sensitive person I was. In my channel I had uploaded episodes called “First Wave” Its not very famous but I loved it from a child until now and I uploaded it so that more fans could see it. But after I took Citalopram I lost my feelings for it , for my favourite show which I have always loved and all the songs and films which inspired me. I feel like a living dead person now and I know why people commit suicide when they are on these drugs. Because they lose their love for life. My brain doesnt produce almost any dopamine and dopamine is the real hormone of happyness because …
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SuperDelta000 says:
January 24, 2012 at 5:54 AM (UTC 0)
I want to warn young people about psychiatric drugs and psychiatrists. It is EXTREMELY dangerous to see a psychiatrist and get drugged by one. DON’T DO IT. Find other OPTIONS FIRST. STAY AWAY FROM PSYCHIATRISTS AND PSYCHIATRIC DRUGS. THEY ARE NEUROTOXINS.
SuperDelta000 says:
January 24, 2012 at 6:24 AM (UTC 0)
@Marcioszka2 Don’t use synthetic drugs. You will damage you’re receptors and central nervous system. Excersize too boost natural chemicals in brain. take brisk walks 20-40 mins daily. Try for 1 month.
Marcioszka2 says:
January 24, 2012 at 7:06 AM (UTC 0)
However, healing with the help of nutritions is rather a slow process. You need something that act on your brain receptors.
Marcioszka2 says:
January 24, 2012 at 7:45 AM (UTC 0)
Also I would try ecstasy just to see if it can help. All the SSRI are sedatives. They are supposed to boost seretonin but the fact is that we end up with the shortage of some neurotransmiters or some of our receptors are not so sensitive as they should be. If the sedative such as SSRI do harm to you, you should try something that act in the opposite way such as stimulants. You can also try to reverse these negative effects of ssri by proper nutrition:B vitamins, tryptophan, tyrosine.
Marcioszka2 says:
January 24, 2012 at 8:20 AM (UTC 0)
I have the same problem. I don’t feel anything: joy, sadness, love, nothing. This is strictly connected with sexual dysfunctions.To reverse this state you should try all the possible stimulants:coffeine, psychotherapy, lots of emotional experiences, maybe some amphetamine. I’m going to try the last thing that can help and is not addictive – LSD. LSD can strongly boost your emotions at least temporarily. Without the stimulants you can wait for years until you feel yourself again.
terraflux16 says:
January 24, 2012 at 8:25 AM (UTC 0)
Hope you feel better Bobbi. Omega 3 5-10grams a day will help.
ninevoltjolt says:
January 24, 2012 at 9:06 AM (UTC 0)
Antidepressants (at least ssri’s) are a heavy trip. They mess you up. This is true. But the alternative for me was much worse. I believe they have saved my life. These are no joke. They are a trade off between life vs. side effects. The side effects suck. yes. but for me… I’ll take the side effects. This is a much better alternative.
I think this girl should get off of these things and see a psychologist. Good Luck to you. The world is full of love. It is in every step you take.
Metalitron12 says:
January 24, 2012 at 9:33 AM (UTC 0)
Sadness and Depression are two different things. Sadness is a normal mood when something we aren’t in agreement with happens. Being Depressed on the other hand is when the brain is lacking natural chemicals that keep it functioning normally. Although scientists aren’t exactly sure what causes Depression. They do know it isn’t a delusion. Most likely you were mistaking Sadness with Depression so you took the SSRI. And when not Depressed can have the opposite effect and in return cause Depression.
TheShaunGawler says:
January 24, 2012 at 10:16 AM (UTC 0)
@SuperIslamisthetruth what about people who have lost there minds and killed themselves?, people dont choose to kill themselves, when peopel go insane they loose thier mind and they dont know whats going on in realitgy, how can that be gods test, i ont believe in god because of reaons like these god doesnt make any sense i have to say
SuperIslamisthetruth says:
January 24, 2012 at 11:05 AM (UTC 0)
hardship in life is a god’s test.
jezreelmiboo says:
January 24, 2012 at 12:04 PM (UTC 0)
Pray and it will go away..
BritishSnail says:
January 24, 2012 at 12:56 PM (UTC 0)
@ItsMsMargie I felt fantastic after just one citalopram during a very horrible bout of depression not so long ago, that I was thankful for as it reminded me what it is like for others. Unfortunately though, I then had a very horrible allergy as I also have M..E. Awwwww I was so disappointed. I have several friends being really, really helped A LOT by citalopram. Maybe some batches are toxic (or they just don’t suit some people).
BritishSnail says:
January 24, 2012 at 1:40 PM (UTC 0)
O my Jesus, give me strength to endure suffering so that I may not make a wry face when I drink the cup of bitterness. Help me Yourself to make my sacrifice pleasing to You. May it not be tainted by my self-love… may everything that is in me, including my that I have yet to understand, give praise to You, O Lord. Amen
ItsMsMargie says:
January 24, 2012 at 1:49 PM (UTC 0)
yes, well celexa is like prozac. I know. I have taken them both and I am taking one with respidal now. The first 4 weeks are hell you do feel terrible and like really really bad but when I personally get to the fourth week on them, its like something just clicks in my brain and I say OH. OK. This will work and I feel much better. You know it takes time for them to work. But OH YES> once you get past the fourth week you they kick in and you see that YEAH THIS WILL work
BritishSnail says:
January 24, 2012 at 2:00 PM (UTC 0)
It doesn’t seem to suit younger people and clearly, the drug should not be administered without very close medical supervision, in case of bad reactions. I hope things improve for you soon. I shall hold you in prayer and come visit my channel as often as you can (to remind me!). Our feelings are in deed precious, which is why are beloved Father gave us a heart
. Love, big hugs and as always God bless, Anne x
BritishSnail says:
January 24, 2012 at 2:09 PM (UTC 0)
Withdrawal can be very, very dangerous indeed and in the notes it is stated that, Citalopram can make some people feel very, very suicidal. The life of a friend of mine who had serious problems and was extremely depressing to be around (for ‘years’ – unable to experience any thankfulness or happiness at all, no matter how much love was given to her) continues to be made very well and happy on this drug which has changed her life ‘for the better’. We all are individuals.
BritishSnail says:
January 24, 2012 at 2:45 PM (UTC 0)
I am very sorry to hear that you are struggling to regain your emotions, but it’s lovely to know that you now appreciate and embrace these, in longing for their return. Citalopram is a magnificent drug for those who need it, i.e. those who suffer the anxiety and panic you speak of, all of the time without treatment. It motivates well. Unfortunately it is not something people with M.E. can tolerate as the side effects and physical pain are horrific and clearly it doesn’t suit you. Big hug x x
MonicaIsHere1 says:
January 24, 2012 at 2:46 PM (UTC 0)
i have been talking antidepressants since i was 16 now im 36 i feel just like you . bad thing is i have 3 kids one is 7 and 10 and 16 .my daughter the 16 year old was murdered in 2008. i love my kids so much wish i could feel better but they just keep changing my pills i feel like im never going to get better. thank you for your story.
TheChembalin says:
January 24, 2012 at 3:01 PM (UTC 0)
@SuperDelta000 Thank you for your help
SuperDelta000 says:
January 24, 2012 at 4:00 PM (UTC 0)
try acupuncture to release your bodes own hormones. it will lift your mood.
TheChembalin says:
January 24, 2012 at 4:23 PM (UTC 0)
@weasalw I thought this way too but my feelings never returned to how they were before the pills. I did research and found out that Im not the only one and there are other people having reactions from few pills. The psychiatrist didnt lisen to me, I explained that Im completely numb, no emotions, sad or happy. But he claims that this is due to depression not the drugs and kept offering me more drugs.
weasalw says:
January 24, 2012 at 5:06 PM (UTC 0)
I don’t think ur feelings can be permanant esp. after taking the antidepressants for such a short period of time. Wut did ur psychiatrist say wen u told him how ur now feeling?
weasalw says:
January 24, 2012 at 5:38 PM (UTC 0)
@TheChembalin Oh so just one pill ? Then u decided not to take any more? I’m so sorry this is happening to u.
TheChembalin says:
January 24, 2012 at 6:19 PM (UTC 0)
@weasalw My brain was already severely damaged by the Citalopram, it took just one pill of something else to finish the job and damaging me completely
TheChembalin says:
January 24, 2012 at 6:45 PM (UTC 0)
@weasalw 1 day